Unfortunately this was the first and last moment Kevin and I shared like this, he died in 2020. We grew up without a mom and that wound still goes really deep for us. PT 2: We cried because my mother disappeared from my life when I was 2 years old. || #eleanorcrain #eleanorcrainedit #eleanorcrainedits #nellcrain #nellcrainedit #nellcrainedits #nelliecrain #nelliecrainedit #nelliecrainedits #hillhouse #hillhouseedit #hillhouseedits #thehauntingofhillhouse #thohh #thohhedit #thohhedits #thohh #thehauntingofhillhouseedit #thehauntingofhillhouseedits #victoriapedretti #victoriapedrettiedit #victoriapedrettiedits #fyp #alightmotion #edits #foryou #fypシ". Because she made me feel seen and understood when i felt invisible to everyone else in my life, when no one could understand or care about what i was going through and i would want to let her know that i truly do understand her pain, that's she's not invisible to me.
If i could tell my comfort character that I DO SEE HER, and that I DO UNDERSTAND, i would. They failed to understand our pain and what we're going through. I can't, i just feel an amount of angriness, discomfort towards those people in my life, I'm upset, because the people that should have been looking out for me, believing me, and protecting me didn't meet those needs, I deserved better.
Difference between us is that She managed to keep her pure heart and be able to forgive everyone. Everyone would overlook us during childhood till adulthood. I literally started to feel seen and understood because of her, because we feel the same way. We both fell victim to isolation, being unheard, dealing with sleep paralysis, depression and anxiety. TikTok video from Syria♡ ""Tiny" vent cause i haven't been feeling the best and whoever knows me, knows that editing Nellie is my coping mechanism, she's my comfort character and there's no other character i relate more than her, she helps me through hard times. || #eleanorcrain #eleanorcrainedit #eleanorcrainedits #nellcrain #nellcrainedit #nellcrainedits #nelliecrain #nelliecrainedit #nelliecrainedits #hillhouse #hillhouseedit #hillhouseedits #thehauntingofhillhouse #thohh #thohhedit #thohhedits #thohh #thehauntingofhillhouseedit #thehauntingofhillhouseedits #victoriapedretti #victoriapedrettiedit #victoriapedrettiedits #fyp #alightmotion #edits #foryou #fypシħ4.1K Likes, 456 Comments.
"Tiny" vent cause i haven't been feeling the best and whoever knows me, knows that editing Nellie is my coping mechanism, she's my comfort character and there's no other character i relate more than her, she helps me through hard times.
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